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วันที่ 25 พฤษภาคม เขาก็สารภาพ ว่า ….I cannot take this distance anymore
…I really don’t think this distant relationship will work.. I see no future between us…..It’s the best decision that I can do for you..for us.. I’ve been thinking about this for so long…….I felt horrible that I couldn’t be there for you while you deserve something mush more than that…We both deserve someone who can really be there for us.. You’re 22 yrs old loving and gorgeous..You’re so young and living with Now while I’m 30 yrs old and I cannot live with NOW anymore.I have to have plan for myself and one day I have to have plan for myself too.. and whatever plans we may have, we’ll living in different countries anyway.. ..better that we brake up now….or it will be much harder than this.. Of course I’m sad, but I have to do this. ..It’s been running through my head all the time recently, and I have to sort this out or I become crazy….
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กูก็โสด กูเศร้า ร้องไห้ตาทะลัก อยากอ้อนวอน อ้อนวอนไปแล้ว อยากไปหา คุกเข่า กราบเท้า ทำยังไงก็ได้
ให้เค้าเปลี่ยนใจ…แต่ก็รู้ไง ว่าเค้าไม่เปลี่ยนใจแน่ๆ ..รู้ว่า เรารักกัน.. แต่ระยะทางเนี่ยแหละที่ทำให้เรา
ลืมกันและกันได้ง่ายขึ้น .. แต่ฉันคงลืมไม่ได้หรอก ในเมื่อ คุณ….
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รักคุณเสมอ คิดถึงเสมอ you were the one for me.

goodbye my lover : james blunt
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
‘Cause I saw the end before we’d begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what’s mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won’t stop there,
I am here for you if you’d only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I’ve kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I’ve been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can’t break my spirit – it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile.
I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I’d be the father of your child.
I’d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine,
And I love you, I swear that’s true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I’m asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I’m kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.